A lot of Stuff in 1 journal [100 Watchers Reached]

So first off... Thank you for 100 watchers! The 100 watchers gift is supposed to be Rose Queen SeeU but the dress still needs physics added to it (Hopefully Catt will have time to add them soon)
For UTAU users you got the free VCCV ENG Lola bank (Which I had been teetering on 98 watchers for awhile so I just decided to distribute it on time instead of making it an actual 100 watchers gift because the 4 year anniversary just seemed nicer XD)
As for my watchers for my actual art, i'm going to be digitizing an adopt I started sketching out yesterday that you may have seen.

She's a blossom themed design :3
Of course it will be an adopt open for anyone to adopt, not just my art watchers because that's just stupid XD But it will be my first actual art post in awhile so //shot

Contest Related

I will be wrapping up the contests for Trina Blazing Star and her parents soon and Blazing Star's designs are gonna be hard to pick from so i'll be having a poll. I will KNOW if someone asked their friends to vote for them because I know the average amount of people who vote on my UTAU related polls. So If I see a HUGE change in numbers, I'll just be picking the design myself and won't be letting anyone have a say in the designs i pick again. 
Please realize that having people vote for your design is considered cheating. The point of the poll is to pick the design that is most desired, not the one with the most people who like the user who made the design.

Vocaloid Related

So... I might get V4... Because I kinda want UNI...
Me and my Korean vocaloids am i right? XD
I can find the Boxed Edition but I'd really rather have the digital copy since they are usually cheaper then the boxed versions (Not too much cheaper but still)
It'll cost me $206 if I do get the boxed editions of both Vocaloid and UNI together x_x
And I don't know much about VOCALOID so I feel it will be a bit before I get the VBs since... soooo much money, like that is an entire paycheck for me x_x

MMD Related

I'm planning on releasing the model of Ari's new 2017 design, I hope that people will enjoy using my little bunny girl
I'm also planning on making YYB versions of Ari and Lola as well to go with YYB style Trina. Lola will have Luka's base but I forgot if Trina already has Rin's face or Miku's, I forgot lol 

UTAU Related

I'll be trying to finish up Blazing Star's last 2 pitches by the end of March. I would have gotten it done today but my voice is completely gone now... fml 
But luckily I have a pretty good OTOer taking care of the VBs for me so they'll be ready for release by Trina's 21st birthday (May 20th 2017)

Dustin Act 2 will be released on his 24th birthday which is June 20th 2017 and that will be the first official release of his voicebank. I hope you guys will like the newer voice better 

UTAU 30 Day Challenge 

I'll be starting the 30 day UTAU challenge on March 1st, so if you'd like me to draw your UTAU for the challenge, just leave me a comment with a picture of them. It'll probs only be a bust shot and will most likely be traditional like these drawings

Life Stuff

So....I've been having a really hard time lately with coping with my depression and stuff, and it's become really difficult for me to function... I've decided that i'm going to really push hard to get the animal therapy i need. I've been trying so hard since I was younger to get into an animal therapy program to get a service animal, but i've always failed... With my new health insurance i'll have a new doctor for phsyc and i'm hoping I can get them to do this first instead of putting me on drugs when I really don't respond well to drugs...
My mom is also going to try and convince my step father to allow me to take my cat over here to KY with me because my cat has always been a huge help with keeping me calm and relaxed... I really need to have an emotional support animal. I've just been falling apart without him.
Sorry for kinda ending on a sad note x_x
that's all